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So I'm writing after many years now
I created this spot but did nothing with it till I rediscovered it
And also understood that I have come a long way in my appreciation of life
Today as I write, I am in a bit of a grey space. I don't know how else to put it
I have journeyed through all my experiences and I have come to fully understand that things happen-
they just do.
And I'm trying not to react to the outcomes or the essence of these.
I'm struggling to grasp the uncertianity of life. Everything is. People, places.
What are the guarantees that things remain the way we feel comfortable with? I don't recall it being so unpredictable even ten years ago. We knew that some things are certain- our relationships for sure. But now there is a new face to almost everyone you thought you knew very well. Friends become sworn enemies and sworn enemies becomes best of friends. What?
Oh yes. Your best friend is now best friends with someone you thought was so far removed from the scene. Suddenly you are out of most things and the other one is the closest thing to heaven.
So for years you have known a pattern and suddenly ( oh not really that sudden) you have been displaced in terms of needs necessity and affection. you are rendered irrelevant and so very down the list of priorites.
What do you do now?
So from what I know there are what we call mirrors of our lives. Every single situation or person- pleasant or otherwise is simply a mirror of what is going on within us. If there is a person you dislike intensely. you can be sure that it is a reflection of what is bothering you about yourself. Dig deep and its highly possible that the cause of this reflection is something you need to work on. Could it be that you are jealous of this person? A perception of what you think they have and you don't? Or could it be that you behave in that manner that is being reflected back to you through their behaviour?
Think about it till I get back more on this
So I'm writing after many years now
I created this spot but did nothing with it till I rediscovered it
And also understood that I have come a long way in my appreciation of life
Today as I write, I am in a bit of a grey space. I don't know how else to put it
I have journeyed through all my experiences and I have come to fully understand that things happen-
they just do.
And I'm trying not to react to the outcomes or the essence of these.
I'm struggling to grasp the uncertianity of life. Everything is. People, places.
What are the guarantees that things remain the way we feel comfortable with? I don't recall it being so unpredictable even ten years ago. We knew that some things are certain- our relationships for sure. But now there is a new face to almost everyone you thought you knew very well. Friends become sworn enemies and sworn enemies becomes best of friends. What?
Oh yes. Your best friend is now best friends with someone you thought was so far removed from the scene. Suddenly you are out of most things and the other one is the closest thing to heaven.
So for years you have known a pattern and suddenly ( oh not really that sudden) you have been displaced in terms of needs necessity and affection. you are rendered irrelevant and so very down the list of priorites.
What do you do now?
So from what I know there are what we call mirrors of our lives. Every single situation or person- pleasant or otherwise is simply a mirror of what is going on within us. If there is a person you dislike intensely. you can be sure that it is a reflection of what is bothering you about yourself. Dig deep and its highly possible that the cause of this reflection is something you need to work on. Could it be that you are jealous of this person? A perception of what you think they have and you don't? Or could it be that you behave in that manner that is being reflected back to you through their behaviour?
Think about it till I get back more on this
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